Did I mention I was discharged?
People to me are so surreal, they're enchanting.
They repulse me, and yet, there is that weakness within myself.
Perhaps I'm just bothered by ignorance.
They do not think before they speak.
If only they knew what they were doing,
my mind is bitter, not only increasing the hatred towards myself,
but flooding me with regret.
I wish only to melt into the void.
Tell the voices to stop.
my love has concrete feet, my love's an iron ball.
ReplyDeletepeople are fascinating, and can be so very ignorant.
No one can tell them to stop but you (:
ReplyDeleteAnd.. I dunno, I've entertained wants and ideas about melting into nothing. But really. That's so easy. Nothing is easy. And nothing that is easy is really worth anything.
I regret most of my life. But when I realize what I'm do it I try to make myself stop. We can spend the rest of forever regretting things, events, actions but there's no point. Time machines are improbable and nonexistent lol.
Sometimes the only thing you can do is move the fuck on.
<3
I like what Cassy and Grey said. They put it in words that escape me, now. All I can add to their words is that regret, along with guilt, are the two most pointless feelings in the world. And yet they haunt us still.
ReplyDeleteI want only to melt into oblivion. Every day, any way. Become something, someone, else. Create another me, a brighter, bolder, beautiful, pristine, me. And she is forever unattainable.
The voices do not cease, for me.. I wish you the best of luck with them.
you are amazing.
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